Best motivation is come from SELF MOTIVATION

It been a lots of things happening in the month of October. From i lose my wallet,
Tyre flat , Car get hit & run, Money not enough all this slowly eat my inner energy.
I feel tired all the times , i feel demotivated , i don't want to work ,
i keep myself in house during holidays, i do a lots of self talk & others might think i am crazy, i can't sleep well every night , i feel empty and lots more.

To cut it short i am Fu*k UP to the highest of my limit. I take leave , i late to work.

I try to read books , i try to search for mentor , i try go "lepaking" to get away my attention but all this don't seems to work or it just won;t last.

I can bet if i don't get up soon, i will even lose my job and friends..
All all this started when i tend to think to much of my future..

ALL this question pop up like:

Where will i be in the next 5 years??
How can i give sense of security to people when i myself are struggling so much???
When i can run out from this RAT RACE?
When i can really enjoy life??


If i would take myself as a car gear box i am now obviously in "reverse gear"




Even though now i am still confused but i got to maintain my profesionalism in work and give out my best..

So the solution i must motivate myself and keep moving. If i remain unchanged this bad habit will follow me and can form a character on me..

Bakat must fight!!!!or just become a loser in the end of life...

The Plumber & Wyre Men of the house!!!!!!!!

I am on sunday off today... If i am free i fully understand its another working day of me as the Plumber or wyre men for the house... Today the task is to open up the washing machine & find out "Why the water so slow when the house pressure are in good condition"

Got to open up the casing... check here and there ... and the reason its the filter
inside the washing machine are full of rust and sands.. Take out and clean it and once again i can see the flow of the water improved..

I feel very satisfied whenever i got to repair something without the help from the PROS.. Not only it manage to save me some money but yet its another way for me to relieve stress.

Imagine working all day long inside office with laptops and also to attend from one meeting to another..SO ROUTINE...

I can bet in near future i might even get a course on house maintenance. :)

Another very fulfilling day for BAKAT!! :)

17/09/09 A day to Remember :)

Once again i am now another one year older... Yipee! It's my birthday!!!
Maybe because i am a virgo horoscope person i needs a lots of attention. I always want a lots of wish from my friends and family... heheh.. This year break records..
Not only cards , sms , calls , dinner , karaoke but also so so so many wishes in my facebook...

Early in the morning all my collegues never wish me even one time. Of course i cannot go out and shout "TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY" WISH ME..!!!!!!!!!! LOL..
So i just work and work until My big boss call me to a meeting room. He is my head of department...

Without further delay... i walk and then walk even faster... Once i reached the meeting room i could only see some light... SOME LIGHT FROM THE CANDLES!!!!



No doubt i almost cried... Tears already start coming out.... I just .. I just feel so warm.. SO warm and SO SUPRISE.. my colleague can make such arrangment...FOR ME



I think no words can really express it out.. I am just so fortunate to have you all... Thank you and THANK YOU ALL....

Not to forget to my brother hoe and my buddy Kevin.... Your gift means so much for me... What's kevin give me for birthday.. SOmething very special.. A nice
toiletry bag...



Something that i want it so much .. since i been travelling nationwide.. :)

What my brother hoe give me.. Something special too.. something very pratical too:)

ToastMaster International

Just joined Toastmaster International Session for the very first time!!! Deeply impress!!
I am giving an opp to become the ice breaker speaker of the day... Not much of prepartion being really done...

As ice breaker speaker i am being given choice to give any topic.. Whats the Topic????

I know myself the most of course lah... Talk about myself...

Whats the title???
"Sebab Saya Seorang Bakat" "Because I AM TALENTED"

But watch out.. Even though i have experience as a trainer but still they are the PROS... To speak in front of PROS is something different...

They are 4 persons who will evaluate you in different ways...



A perfect way to increse your level of confidence.....
A perfect way to enhance your communication skills....
A perfect way to know what are your strong and room of improvement in speech.....
A perfect way to learn the correct ways of public speaking...
A perfect way to get to know more people. Increase your network of friends...

Thanks to all the Toastmaster people, U Mobile Toastmaster Committee and all of my colleagues that give me strength and confidence during my speech...

* another 3 more hours to my birhtday... :)

BAKAT already give his best!!! I mean REALLY HIS BEST!!!

It been almost a year since the last year competition... I try to learn the basic of badminton from zero again , watch badminton match regulary, play and train with friends and colleagues almost every week..... but still... "bakat" kalah....

It been my aim at least to qualify for the qualifying round and this year using
knock out system again.. Which means if you lose once you are OUT!!!!!!!!!

( after long hours of waiting and training ... it just ended in just around 25 minutes)

This time lose 20 - 21 and 17 - 21...

I really sad and dissapointed... i knew we can beat the other pair...
We are better and younger... BUT STILL.... WE LOSE....
( not only that we disapointed all our supporters)... :(

There is time now i think i should go for coaching ... where i pay money to really learn from zero from some REAL COACH....Should I???

I just want to play badmintion better and play it right too........:(

Below here are some of the pictures that i managed to snap that day.... too bad did not ask anybody
to take picture while i am playing...

Bakat will be back again next year for the third year....





If you want to know my last year blog about last year competition.. go to this link

http://erickoh08.blogspot.com/2008/10/smash-it-up-oh-yes.html

8 More hours.....

Just another 8 more hours until my badminton competition will get started....
Worry + Excited!!!! How far can i go this time and how far i really improved after last year competition...?? bakat...

RUN RUN CHICKEN!!!!!!!

It been long since the last time i join any kind of run... This year i would said i make a break through... I managed to register myself for " Chicken Run 09"



The run start in the morning where you need to run 3.8km..... and holding a con with an egg inside. If the egg break you are disqualified..... Imagine to run 3.8km already not easy when you did not do any preparation. and now you need to take
care of the "stupid" egg too... lol...

it recalls me of this note that you can see very easily inside some shop...

Nice to see , nice to hold , once broken consider sold...

Some nice pictures here!!!






I managed to run stop of 3.8km.... As usual bakat is UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The kebakatan still REMAIN...!!!

NEXT LOOK FORWARD FOR MORE BLOG ABOUT MY RECENT SHORT TRIP TO PANGKOR & ANSON!!!